Something that we do.. dont know whether its going to work or not..but sometimes its funny...how things turn out....sometimes...unpredictable things happened ...its just seems that every one is scared...things doesn't turn out the way it should be...doesn't turn out the way we want...sometimes when it turns out to be something that we simply can't believe it happen...happen...hehehe...but yah that's something that i learn in life...u never know until you try...let me give you a classic example..when i was in the soccer team...when i was in secondary 2...my class has to set up a team for inter class soccer...and yes...there are two class that proposed to us...but yeah..one class has got three good defenders and speedy striker...and the other class..has only one good goal keeper...and a best friend of mine..yes..i have to make a decision since i was chosen as a captain of the soccer team...after much taught...i decided to choose my best friends' class..and the other class starts swearing and curse that we wont be able to win the inter class tournaments...and yes..my team from my class doesn't believe that we are able to win any of the game either.....i took a gamble...cause the reason why i took the gamble was..i rather work with people that i love and can have fun rather some one who is talented and can't work together...

4 games we played...and 4 games we won...un expected ...really unexpected...i still remember what i told them..." we don't know if we don't try..."...well yes i try and we won the game...from then on i decided to put that sentence in my head.." you don't know if you don't try" well sometimes we are just scared to do something that we don't know the outcome is going to be...ON THE PAPER..yes we don't even have the chance to win....but PRACTICALLY its different...

I can tell you this cause i have experience it myself...sometimes i see people don't want to try...but yeah...another thing is ..when i was accepted to work in the hotel..the manager told me ..." we see how is your performance in the first three months and we would then see whether u are good enough or not..."...well yeah...sometimes i just feel that i can't do it...caused its like you have to be professional...and i never work in a prof environment before..but yeah i tried...first month i still remember that i drop a glass of champagne to a guest...and the manager has to do a dry clean at 9 o clock at night...and i got scolded from the manager for not being able to be organised...keep on forgetting this and that...but yeah..i told myself...i try ...and to tell you the truth.>THEORITICALLY and Practically i am not worth to be working there...but guess what...i did get the job and still working there now...

Well i just want to say...don't be scared to try...even though sometimes we think and "see" that we won't be able to make it...don't be afraid...just try...if it turns out alright...good on ya...but if it turns the other way...GOOD on YA as well....cause u know...AT LEAAST YOU TRY and you definitely learn something from it....

Do Not Be Afraid to tRy!...learn something different with every "try" that you made.......cao....

Power....hm...something that everyone want to have...everyone seems to want to be in power of something...to be in power of people...to be in power of the world!...hehehe..that's what i want to be...yes sometimes i feel that power can give you everything in this world..and basically i feel that it REALLY DO!...believe me or not..i guess you should...POWER TO CONTROL! that is what i want in my life...hahahha...i really want to feel that right now...i WANT to have that power...HAHAHA.....but let me tell you...the power to control....hehehe...yes...i am want to be dominant....but dominant to myself......yes...i have the be in power to the world..to learn a lot of things so as i can face this world...but yes...POWER...everyone is blessed with POWER...but what kind of power am i talking about here? well let me tell you...i have a power to absorbs what nature has to offer...i have the power to absorbs...to absorbs something that i learn from any situations and tasks that i have given...i want to be in power of people....people's emotion..i want to learn theirr emotion so as i can handle them ....yes say i am selfish...but with these i can have the power to understand them and power to grow with them..the power to let them know that i can help...i don't want to waste the POWER that GOD has given to me...i want to be POWERFUL...yes powerful enough to be able to help people who needs them...the power of catching and touching people's heart.. i want them to feel my power ....i know some might hate me for that i have the power that they don't have...the WILL power to help others....the power to CHURN!...the power to be able to absorbs knowledge ...then the power to apply what i learn...the power to do things that i feel that i can't do but yes my will power will help me do things that i can do...the power to learn!...the power to merge with other people...the power to give peace!...the power of stability...cause if i don't have this power i will not be able to live a peaceful life...i want all these...i want to be POWERFUL...i want to have the POWER TO RULE ...to rule my emotions....to rule my brain...i don't want to rule people..whatever for do i have to rule them...i don't want to rule them like slave...that's not the power of rule i am talking about ...but the POWER TO RULE MYSELF!...I live a life of me and that is me that i am going to rule...THE POWER OF RELATIONSHIP!...yes...the power of giving love and care for them who needed the most...the power of giving them peace..the power of giving them stability...that's what i want the power of relationship to do for me...to be able to help people to acquire that kind of knowledge...but yah..i still have a long way to go to reach that perfection of being POWERFUL..but i hope one day..i will be able to acquire the power that GOD has blessed in every one of us...aniwae..i am going now..maybe if i learn something again i will share with you guys down and wrote it again here...thanks for reading...if you don't understand what i am talking about...just ask me...cause i think i might be able to help you understand my 'own language'...

We are each blessed with the power that i have mention above..
go and learn and apply to your life..i hope it is helpful..
if you think that you don't agree..let me know...cause i will definitely learn something from you......trust me i will ...

life....well yeah...i dont know how to say it...i personally think that we are lucky boys and girls...living so far away from home..having the comfort of bed ...lucky to have computers...we can chat away...pass our time by doing research...but yet as human being ..as a student especially...we crack the shit when we can't do assignment...we think how come this darn thing is so hard...i can't even solve it..stupid teacher...stupid subjects..and when we are almost done with our assignment...the unexpected happened...the com hanged...and we swear at the computer &*&(^(^&%^%^%^$%$....but yeah...that's how we are...never to appreciate life i guess...never to think what on the other side of the world..children like us are doing right now...yeah some might be in da club enjoying life...drinking away with buddies ...having fun.....laughing away..getting pissed......but guess what ....not all of them are like that...think again..some of our fellow brothers out there are trying their best to sell papers on the street...just for the sake of a bowl of rice...to feed him/herself....when we are tired, we just go to our bedroom and sleep right away...on our cozy bed..sometimes we whinge that our bed is not cozy enough ...once again think again...where do our "other" brothers and sisters sleep? do you think they sleep on the bed? hahaha...you bet they not..they would sleep on a piece of cardboard...and to them..is already very2 cosy...hai...i dont know....why sometimes i want more than what i have been blessed with...l know i am a human being...born to a great family...but yet somehow feel i am not lucky enough sometimes..but who cares...every family has its own problems...you are rich you have your own problems...you are poor...you have your own problems...but guess what usually the one that is poor is the happy people...they are the one that can keep a family together..sometimes i wonder...how good would i be if i was born like in that kind of family....nothing to worry...survive each day by selling papers..which i think they enjoy...singing away on each intersection...with bunch of friends...swimming in the river...don't even have to care whether the river dirty or not.....u always see happy faces when u see our "brothers and sisters" ...haiyoh...screw this world full of nasty ness.....yah sometimes u say...haiyoh they are bad guys...but aren't you the bad guys? aren't you the one who show off to the people out there that you are rich...and that's why they robbed you or do stuff to you...maybe caused they think you are selfish in away you don't share it with them...well maybe only..that's what i think...aniwae..i am done with this..i finish writting what i think...and let me tell you... i don't care what comment you write....but i feel i am totally screwed today that's why i wrote this..
love and peace brings total happines....hatred and war brings poverty and tears...cao!